I feel very sad! I feel that I can’t do things I want. I can’t be whom I want to be. She always make decision for me.. If i defy, she will give me a sad and worried face!
I want to be myself and yet I dun wish to see her sad face! I dont wish to hurt her. Tell me what to do?
After so many assurance i gave she is still unhappy! I feel so weak! I cant make decision! That makes a weak Eunice! I’ll never make it big 1 day. I’ll never succeed! I’ll always be a small little Eunice! ALWAYS! She never trust me!
I’ve got so many things I wanna achieve.. She is never supportive in what I wanna do.
Eunice is going to be 22 yrs old next month! Eunice is an adult! An working adult! Please dun treat Eunice like a kid! Eunice can make decision herself!
Yes, I am your child, always your child! I know u are worried, i know u are concern!
I might not be phycially injured or hurt! But my heart does! Deeply!!!
All I need is her support!
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHH
Eunice! U are so useless! MAybe i should train myself to be more independent!
“Eunice! Even if u Dun have her support u still can do it! Do it on ur own!” this is wat i always tell myself.
And it reflected that i am rebelious and unfilial!
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGgGGGGG
ARGHGHHHH
And to think that she got so many supporters! Not only she nags, her clan nags at me too! ARGGGGh
5 responses so far ↓
Poh Meng // October 17, 2007 at 12:56 pm |
Dun be sad la , She cant control your life for sure. Each one control their own fate in their hands. One day she understands confirm let you make your own choices and you will succeed in no time.
uni // October 19, 2007 at 7:35 am |
Haha.. let me rant abit.. i’ll be okie de la!
doris // October 26, 2007 at 7:13 pm |
My dear, my dearest Eunice.. Pls dun b sad!! This thing happen bcoz of love, she love u she care for u, u noe.. mayb too much care.. care too much.. Trust me here, look at the different point of view, negative or positive attention that given to u is stil an attention, agree not?? cheer up ok!! wink wink:) i oso always care for u le.. lucky u never say i nag nag nag.. alamak..
doris // October 26, 2007 at 7:14 pm |
miss u deep deep.. smile:)
hidayana // October 28, 2007 at 11:21 am |
hey uni! dont stress too much. just do what you need to do, she’ll calm down after some time and will understand what you did. if what you do meant well, im sure she’ll understand. dont worry, if moms say they dont agree or support you, in their heart, they do. haha..you have nothing to worry about. just do well and enjoy each day.
adios.
p/s: i didnt make it after the kebaya round babe..tsk tsk..but nevermind..i’ll try emirates. woohoo!!!