Suddenly, i felt that i need more attention.
I’m in seoul. And ya! Feeling UNWELL again in SEOUL!
He is in singapore enjoying his off days with friends. He wanted to come back home to chat with me online, I told him i feel sick and gonna turn in soon. I asked him to accompany his friends as i know i wouldnt have the energy to chat with him even he is back home.
But deep down in my heart i wish he will come back home to chat with me. We met eachother like less than 5days in the past 2 months. And words are just words… action speaks louder.
Somehow or rather i dont feel that i am that important to him anymore. Everything seems that i’m the only one planning. It makes me feel that i’m the one pulling him along. He just agreed to whatever i said but never seems putting much effort to make things work.