Suddenly, i felt that i need more attention.
I’m in seoul. And ya! Feeling UNWELL again in SEOUL!
He is in singapore enjoying his off days with friends. He wanted to come back home to chat with me online, I told him i feel sick and gonna turn in soon. I asked him to accompany his friends as i know i wouldnt have the energy to chat with him even he is back home.
But deep down in my heart i wish he will come back home to chat with me. We met eachother like less than 5days in the past 2 months. And words are just words… action speaks louder.
Somehow or rather i dont feel that i am that important to him anymore. Everything seems that i’m the only one planning. It makes me feel that i’m the one pulling him along. He just agreed to whatever i said but never seems putting much effort to make things work.
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Pamela // April 27, 2008 at 11:37 am |
Eun… Dun feel that way lah.. It might be that he wants you to feel happy that’s why allowing you to do the planning mah.. =)
Many a times we gers always kou shi xin fei.. Why not tell him how u feel esp when you needed him? In this case, he’ll feel needed and you’ll feel much better..
Just my 2 cents worth of thots.. Take care ya..