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I knew this guy 9 years ago! Friendship still staying strong.
His name is Terence.
Terence made my day in london! His home-made tiramisu impressed me.
I always have this butterfly in my stomach whenever I am too excited about something or something I had high hope in.
It very first happened back during my N level exam. Mathematics paper, that i wanted so much to score. That was my best subject back that time. Before the day i had exam, the butterfly flew inside my stomach. I can’t sleep well! Until the very next day of exam I kept visiting the loo before and during exam. I almost cant finish my paper.
During my O level exam, my best subject changed. Accounting! Made me ended up with more butterfly inside my stomach. Maybe three of them? This time abit more serious. My hand like machiam no energy like that. But luckily i completed the paper 1hour eariler.
The last time i had this butterflies was 2 years back. During my current job interview. This time very serious. Lagi jialat! After I passed my 1st interview, the butterflies came to visit my stomach again! this time around 6 or 7 of them. From the first interview to the last interview it took about a week to complete. In between I suffered from diarreor and lost 3kgs within a week. While waiting for result, I am squatting in the loo. Waiting for people i met through interview to sms me that is time to get the result. After i got the result, the butterflies still live inside me for about 2 weeks (after effect).
Today, 5am in the morning. Alarm didn’t wake me up. (FYI alarm was set at 10am)
THE BUTTERFLIES woke me up!
I’m collecting my new car tomorrow hehe 
Maybe I shouldn’t take up the job
Maybe I shouldn’t nag so much
Maybe I shouldn’t be so accomodating
Maybe I shouldn’t be so KPO
Maybe I should listen to what others said
Maybe I should just shut up
Maybe I should live on
Maybe I should just give up
Why am I holding strong while others have no faith?
A problem will not solve without knowing the problem
PLEASE Tell me what is my problem!
My Wonderful life Consist of:
Parent’s Love
Frenzs’ Care
Boyfren’s Love & Concern
A long term dream that i’ve acheive – Car
Places I visit
Living comfortably
Healthy
I’ve just lost one of it!
Like always said by others. Life is full of ups and downs.
I shouldn’t grieve over what had happened but to move on.
I cannot expect everyone to be the same.
People change.
I’ve just lost something i love most
