Really feel fuck up with whats going on right now. Why must I have a life controlled by others. I just wish i shouldn’t care too much about others. BUT i can’t!
Appearing selfish is what others say about me.. if either decision is made. There is no way of compromising. Follow my heart is easy to be said than do. But my heart is in a huge confusion. So whose the selfish one right now?
I’m really too emotional and not a good decision maker.
At times, I hated myself.
I don’t want to be a puppet anymore.
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